Friday, March 11, 2011

It is YOU !

Today in the afternoon when I entered the room, he was asleep. I picked up my bike's keys and was about to leave the room making sure his sleep doesn't get disturbed. Something just struck into my head and my feet stopped moving. I turned around and had a look at him. I felt this was probably the first time I watched my father sleeping. My heart went heavy. I realized he is getting old. His facial skin isn't that shiny and young which I used to admire years ago! He is getting bald. His lion shaped chest has got more white hairs than before and shoulders have shrunk. In a flash of time, my childhood passed by my eyes. A question popped in my head, what and how much have I given him back for what all he has given to me? Is it really enough what I do as per my understanding for him? A sense of responsibility got stronger and so my desire for him! Realization of time which is running faster hits my brain! Parents are not immortal. !

I left for Australia again this time on 19th Nov,2010. This was the third time I was leaving. We both understand the to and fro ritual now! I hugged him and men don't cry but this time, I did! Not only for the reason of leaving home! This time, my heart was broken! Without saying a word, he said a lot. He gave me the power a man should possess! That 2 minutes of hug was so required! I touch his feet, get blessings and leave for the journey!

I shall and I will stand by you no matter what! I Love You dad! 



2 comments:

  1. This one is really touchy and special...can certainly relate...m sure every kid with a father would have experienced it and i guess every kid without dad would have begged god to experience it...something which is so emotional, something which is so special, something that is straight from the heart, something that one feels when apart...

    btw...this is my first post on your write up...others are also seem to be interesting...shall keep on sharing my views as and when i'll finish reading them...till d time, take care and keep writing 'coz u never knw, u'll help many experience the most beautiful emotions in a journey called life...

    god bless
    krishy

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  2. Thank you so much for such lovely thoughts Krish!

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